The Last Moment

Life is what you make it, I read this book once. One day I thought that if someone is going to leave this world. So what will be his mindset at that point of time. I was clue less. Then I realised that if you are that person so obviously you are going to think what was happened with your previous life. Then I thought that am I a different person than others. I wanted to go through general mindset. Once few years back I decided to write about it but I was not getting time. Suddenly I became jobless and got that important time for me. Everyone is unique people say so. Obviously everyone is unique but there is one more question being raised that if everyone is unique so is unique a valuable thing. Then I thought that yes everyone is unique but those who are being publicized & making differences in others life are actually unique. Now coming back to the main point. Last note.  I generally think that if you are on death bed and your mind is saying that you are about to leave so your mind will take you to those mistakes which you made earlier. Generally you should thank you for what you had achieved in your entire life but we primerly hate ourself. What Hitlar did was the peak of cruelity. Your are not like him so why are you shameful. You have not achieved more means you have damaged less. If you're doing good job so that is a matter of happiness but if you have not done anything more satisfactory so that might haunt you. When Irrfan Khan got to know that he will not be alive after few years. He was shocked also but if you will remember what he said at the time of his last released movie then you will get to know that only being positive is the last option left. What was actually required to invent in your entire life was to know about death and further journey. If you will talk about death, most of the people will say that you are being negative but that is real question. Why was Buddha worried? He was worried about sorrow and human life circle. Now we believe that he was God but he was human being. He tried to find our what the death is. Was he successful? The answer is no because once a person asked him about soul so he was silent on that. There might be two reason. First he was not aware otherwise he was aware but he did not explain. After his demise we have not gone a step ahead. We are stopped now and he is our God now. I want someone to go ahead Buddha and tell us the unprinted truth. We never question and questioning is crime now a days. If you will come to Hinduism so you will find that there are most of the questions unanswered. We are reading same history from a long time & we have never questioned our God. I will give you an example. You might have heard about Rama killed Ravana. When Rama went to kill Ravana he warned him many times though Angad, Hanuman and he warned his personally also because he allowed him to make correction to what was done wrong. We called his Maryada Purushottam for the same. Rama killed Bali without any warning and he never tried to make Bali understand that what he was doing is wrong. Same person Rama had dual personality. He gave warning to Ravana but he killed Bali without warning and by hiding himself. This is not insult of lord Rama. It's genuine question. What Tulsi Das has written was his own point of view. Since his demise we are reading same thing without doing any further research. Do we not need to update Ramcharitmanas? Coming to the main topic. I just want to add that we are completely on wrong track in every segment of our life. You can't make everything correct but are we not supposed to make any changes in previous information so when you will go to death bed. You will have a positive attitude. Otherwise like others you will remember those things which was missed by you during entire life.